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Saturday, June 28, 2008
heartbreaking event
lately i'm sadden by some heartbreaking events that happens to me
(or shall i say disappointed), anguished?
it is indeed hard to believe that someone close to me.. disrespect & treated me like enemy.
the love that i've showered, unconditional help & gifts rendered to them without expecting any returns, standby when they need me most...
i treat them like buddies instead of brothers or boyfriends, spend times with them & try to understand them as much as possible
so what i want fr them?
nothing : i just demand respect & gracefulness, that's it!
so difficult?
i really feel down & depressed
kinship & boy-girl relationship are value-less, easily overtaken by selfishness & to their advantages.
i try my best to be a filial son, a good mentor/brothers to my siblings, a good protective colleagues to my peers & a nice caring boyfriend...
BUT at the end of the day, what i get in returns?
i'm happy even at NOTHING.
sigh... i guess it is time for me to learn what is life objective, affirmative, learn how to reject & learn how to live by myself.
when i'm down, where are you?
sMurFy at ... [ 3:07 PM ]

Ah Kok aka PicaKok aka Pica aka ah mun tou
A small pathetic overwork & underpaid IT fella in Axxxxxx
Currently XX yr old in this world (unable to reveal, confidential lar)
Plays badminton & sharpen my photography skills over the weekend...
Loves $$$
Loves bread and instant noodles...but BREAD is the best, pure & YUMMY
Hates idiots
Hates hypocrites