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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
sICk & dEpReSSed
my strep throat yet recovered
last week at cck raffles medical, yesterday at bugis raffles hospital...
i got allergic to 2 groups of antibiotic, namely :
- amoxycillin &
- clarithromycin
just mild rashes around my hand, no big deal actually but 1 doctor i've seen long ago insists that i should know what type of antibiotic that i allergic to.
so for my strep throat, as the best antibiotic for strep throat is within these 2 group, doc can't prescribe me any within these 2 groups.
that's the problem man!
the doc gimme another group which is not so effective.. this answer to my question, why after a week, still don't have much improvement
my throat inflammation also cause pain to my head & neck, suffering leh...
dEPrEsSEd
how serious is depression?
world economy depressed, stock market go down... many commit suicide, serious or not?
lately i saw a hk tvb documentary on leslie cheung, commemorate his death anniversary on 1st April 2003 title : 我,张国荣.
most featured friends of leslie (哥哥) already pass-away, scary?
or shall i say i already old?
my generation of idols revolve around upbringing :
- 1st generation : cantopop (leslie, anita, alan tam, danny chan, sam hui, roman, jenny, etc..)
- 2nd generation : 四大天王 (andy, leon, aaron & jacky), sally yip, etc...
- 3rd generation onwards : mp3 era & i only listen to nice quality songs
superstar, superman, etc.. still a human after-all
many succumbed to sickness & depression, so sad.
哥哥 suicidal note :
Depression! 多謝各位朋友,多謝麥列菲菲教授,這一年很辛苦,不能再忍受, 多謝唐先生,多謝家人,多謝肥姐. 我一生沒做壞事 為何這樣?
this is where good friends, siblings & family play a pivotal rules in our life
哥哥 also from a broken family
my buddy's friend (a guy) also commit suicide (last year) at his work place, due to work pressure (which circulated around)
he got a wife & a young children too
rationally speaking, if you have a warmth & comfortable/understanding family, will u choose this path?
the answer is a definite no-no to me!
unless you've pressure from both side.. and the only way out, is to commit suicide.. sad ending somehow...
isn't life harsh?
sMurFy at ... [ 2:50 PM ]

Ah Kok aka PicaKok aka Pica aka ah mun tou
A small pathetic overwork & underpaid IT fella in Axxxxxx
Currently XX yr old in this world (unable to reveal, confidential lar)
Plays badminton & sharpen my photography skills over the weekend...
Loves $$$
Loves bread and instant noodles...but BREAD is the best, pure & YUMMY
Hates idiots
Hates hypocrites